Freebird…Freesoul….When can I be Free?

Was such a beautiful day today. The weather was warm, the sun was shining. It felt almost like spring. I was on my way to class to take a test when I got stuck in a traffic jam for like 30 minutes. I didnt even get upset or impatient…I wasn’t worried about missing the test… But it was so grogeous outside…I opened the sun roof, rolled down my windows and blared my music. I felt so at peace for a while. I sang as loud as I could to keep up with the raspy voice of my main man, mr. jon bon jovi…sigh….and I sand my heart out right with him. I had the strongest urge to just throw everything to the wind…into the dust and keep driving. Forget school, forget work, forget my problems, my bills, my life. I just wanted to keep going. See hat happened, what it felt like to be totally and completely free. To start over some place new. A new house, a new town, new friends, new everything.  Maybe even be some one new. Some one with out so much desperation, so much hurt and dissapointment. Just keep the good memories I have and keep going. The wind in my hair, bon jovi blaring his soul into my ear, and a few stops to fill up….that was my urge today. To keep going.  I wanted to live in that moment and savor it. I want to know what its like to just….not care at all..about anything…for a little while. How do you free yourself, from yourself?…Thats what I want to know….