Diet Day # 2

Monday–> Can of V8-70 –Snack well diet cookies-100 —>Total=170 + what ever spaghetti is lol (so aprox 800??) Tuesday–> Kellog breakfast bar-90– Tuna sandwhich (2)-240– Bowl of soup-440 —>Total=770

Moving on!

  Well last night was hard. Around ten I got cravings for something sweet, but because I didn’t having anything in the house like that (which was planned) I had to suffer. So I ate a pickle, lol. I haven’t weighed myself or anything, but I will tomorrow morning. I doub’t I’ve lost anything significant since monday so it should be pretty accurate. But I am going to stick with it, no matter what. I WANT to be down to my goal weight, the right weight, 135-142. Thats what it should be for my age and height. I know once I start woking my butt off, at least 15 lbs will dissapear, then only a few more to go for the grand total, haha. I guess I will post before and after pictures, when I get to the finish line. So people keep pushing me. Grill me, do whatever you have to to make sure I stay on it. Even guilt, I don’t care. Tell me Im fat..whatever..lol  But right now Im probably at around 165…Im at a size fourteen, I’d like to get down to at least a 9 or 10…(it wont get much smaller coz I got a butt and hips..so…I am being realistic here..lol)  So this is week one.

Frank is back at school, weird how even though he was in NY he felt closer than he does being all the way in England again…But he is happy to be back. He’s also a lot more loving lately, I dunno. Just says sweet things. Which is nice to hear of course, I am sooooooooooo not complaining. He thinks im crazy to go on a diet, apparently he thinks im just fine, but too bad! I think he’s just scared I’ll drop weight in the boob area haha. Since he likes those more than me..lol…ah men…

School is going well. My classes seem a lot less stressful this semester than they did last semester. Which is deinfately a good thing. My syllabi are very small, which no crazy big projects and tests all due at the same time! I am a little discouraged though. My 21st is in  May, and my mom was supposed to take me to Vegas to celebrate. but again she hasn’t been paying the bills so we are behind again. Surprise Surprise. So the money she was going to use (which was her income tax) to pay for the trip, I told her to pay bills with. I’d rather keep the roof over my head and let Vegas go. Im mad at myself for getting my hopes up though. I should have known better. First Rachel backed out because her boyfriend decided to "wear the pants" and she let him. Then my aunt only wanted to pay 1/3 (she was going too) and get her own bed while we paid for the rest of the trip and had to share! Not cool. So I will probably spend my 21st at home, with my mom, renting movies and eating taco bell….Very exciting….but then again anything wil be better after what happened last year. After Frank’s bday in July, we’ll both be 21, and he thinks we should take a trip. Well he only thinks it now coz I have been nagging him, lol. Im ready to explore somplace new with him. But I guess its kind of a hard when he doesn’t work because he’s a full time student, so its not like there’s constant funds coming in for him to save. He says we’ll figure something out, but we’ll see, Im not getting my hopes up on that either lol.

But that is still 4 months away,..my birthday that is….so Im not even going to stress over it! =)  On the work front, things are okay. Lee has been a lot nicer to me since I "returned" from NY, lol.  Im not sure if it’s because she realized how valuable I am while I was away or what. And the owner is back, he’s been very grumpy with everyone but me!  Dunno wha thats about. But Im greatful not to be the brunt of his wrath lol.

Anyway thats whats new..nothing extreme or dramatic or interesting has happened.