congradulations the test is….pink!
Well I made a first payment to the college. I am not sure where the other 700 is going to come from exactly but I will just figure things out as I go. I can’t miss another semester though so I definately have to do something. What, I have no idea. I guess if it comes right to it I will just put it on my credit card. At least I will earn airline miles out of it, lol. I’d really rather not do that though. Ahhhhhhh I have to stop stressing about it because I am definately feeling the effects of it. I have got like 2 canker sores in my mouth and they seriously hurt. I haven’t gotten those since I was a little girl. I haven’t been kissin on anyone so its not like its some gross STD…I think its from all my stress and poor eating habbits. It hurts to talk and I think I feel a 3rd one coming on…it sounds gross I know…but it feels worse…I keep psyching myself out and tell my self I am ok, I am calm and relaxed…but I don’t think its working..heh I have been living off swishing warm salt water in my mouth and CamphoPhanique to dull the pain for 30 seconds at a time.
Frank has only been gone for two days and already I sent him an email, lol. It feels weird not talking to eachother. Even if it has only been two days. But its not as bad as I thought it would be. I’ve been pretty busy between work and school that when I have a minute to think it is usually behind close eye lids. I can’t wait to go home and crash. After class this morning I came to work (9:30 am) and cleaned 12 rooms. Then I started my normal front desk shift at 3 and I get off in an hour and a half (11). LOOOOOOOONG ass day. There’s this little boy who was cute when he was quiet and shy but now he’s running through the halls yelling and throwing balls and following me everywhere. It was adoring at first but now its just annoying. Maybe it is just because I am tired but everytime he opens his mouth I just want to stuff a sock in it lol. Am I not just the perfect motherly material? I thought I was pregant there for a while. I noticed my appetite increasing (no doubt the stress I realize) and my being tired a lot lately. (work, school, and again stress)….and just some other signs…menstrually lol.. However, unlike the box that shows a happy woman with two pink lines, I had one and was just as happy as she was. THANK GOD. I didn’t say anything to Frank about it though. No need to have him stressing over it. I am thinking about swearing of sex with him though..lol….yeah right,good luck with that huh? Very hard to say no to him….not that I ever have..
Ow…I yawned…Ow….I yawned again… =( my mouth hurts.
well I better go lock up the pool and kick everyone out of it..hmmm I have that backwards don’t I? lol…I am going to go kick everyone out of it and lock it up…there we go…then I am going to do my paper work, wait for C shift to get here then I am going HOME. HOME. HOME.