Cold Pizza For Breakfest & FOUR
Man I am so tired…and its so freaking cold in this office. I just wanna go to sleep. I was up too late. Its only 7:45 and I still have 8 hours and 15 minutes to go. BLAH. We had a good time last night. After I got off work we watched Equalibrium…I made it through but I would doze through the best scenes..like all the big action fight scenes. lol Frank would shake me and I’d act like I was never asleep but I think he knew better….After the movie was done we got ready and went to the mall then to this cajun resteraunt called Broussards and watched a band play. A guy I was friends with in high school was the drummer. Even thoughh is band lacked…enthusiasim he was still an exceptional drummer. When he saw me he came over and ate with us for a bit. It was a good time. Felt good to get out and just do something because I never get to. I told him I loved him last night….we never usually say it…every once in a while we do. We say it in other ways though I guess. He said it back and then I drifted off to sleep…I don’t remember falling asleep. I just remember us saying we loved eachother, cuddling real tight and I was out like a light..lol I love waking up to him…I’m sure going to miss him when he leaves….sigh…I am not in school..I should just pay all this months bills and leave with him and send money home. I don’t think he’d mind. I hate responsibility. phooey.
7 hours and 45 minutes to go. I have decided not to let myself be bummed about the college deal. Maybe there is a reason its not meant for me to go this semester. But I will finish filing for financial aid and in the process trying to get all the grants I can get my fingers on to pay for my education. I figure I can just take classes this summer so I wont have to make them all up in the fall. In the meantime I can start saving all of my money and straightening out my finances so that I am not always so stressed for cash. Maybe I can take a second eight week class at the second half of this semester online or something. I could tell Frank was dissapointed for me. He thinks college is very important. And it is. He’s all about achieving success and making it somewhere in life. Thats all I ever wanted too. My mom didn’t seem disturbed by my situation at all. Which is odd. If I were a parent I would fight for ways to find money to send my only child to college. Somehow she finds money when she needs ciggerettes or junk food. I don’t know where she gets it but I wish she would pull some out for me! Ahhh see I was letting myself get down again. I need chocolate. Chocolate will make it all better…mmmm for sure. Chocolate makes everything better.
6 hours and 3 minutes to go.
[four songs that get stuck in your head frequently]
1. Hotel California-Eagles
2. 1985-Bowling For Soup
3. I Like Big Butts- Sir Mixalot
4. Nothing Else Matters-Metallica
[four drinks you consume frequently]
1. Tea (unsweet with lemon!)
2. Water
3. Mr Pibb/Dr. Pepper
4. French vanilla hot chocolate
[four tv shows you liked when you were a kid]
1. 90210
2. Fresh Prince of Bel Air
3. Full House
4. Kids Incorporated
[four places to go in your area]
1. Movies
2. One of the many local taverns
3. Bowling
4. Out to eat
[four things to do when you’re bored]
1. Chat online
2. Sleep
3. Write
4. Read
[four things that never fail to cheer you up]
1. CHOCOLATE
2. Chocolate
3. My kitty cat
4. A day off
[four things you can’t live without]
1. Chocolate
2. Books
3. Internet
4. Sleep
[four things you love]
1. CHOCOLATE ……..lol
2. My Mom
3. Franky
4. My kitty
[four things you hate]
1. BEANS
2. Being poor
3. Drugs
4.CHOCOLATE
[four things on your desk]
1. A DELL
2. NY is for LOVERS mug full of pens
3. Bills
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ew Roman”>4. Birth control pills
[four facts about you]
1. I was born May 6th, 1985
2. I’m a sucker for chocolate. (Could anyone guess that??)
3. I had my first kiss when I was almost 19
4. I’m never content with every day
[four artists/bands people should give a listen to]
1. Metallica
2. Red Hot Chile Peppers
3. Eagles
4. NELLY
[top four things you like about the opposite sex]
1. Hands
2. Eyes
3. Sense of humor (witt…sarcasim…intelligence)
4. Voice