Abbattoir

my soul weeps for yours.
for the coldness that has found an eternal home there.
You thought you left me in silence,
only I still lie bleeding as you-
paint my memory on the walls of this catacomb.
rendering me to extinction.
A sacrifice as my life pools around your feet.
Bask in it’s temporary warmness friend,
Lover,
Stranger…
This city of the dead welcomes me,
As you take the life,
I only so willingly gave.
Your name will be the breaths I take.
until
it too has become petrified.

 

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February 7, 2011

wow very deep poem. not 100 % sure what it means. I think its about a lover leaving and ones soul dying but Im not sure,

February 7, 2011

Loss sucks

February 7, 2011

Paint new memories.

February 7, 2011

tah nk you for the bday wishes I loved the movie! I have several same sex freind couples that sre really good parents! I hope dean says yes they deserve to be moms!

February 9, 2011

RYN: I am more of a bring-food-to-dining-room-and-sitting-on-couch-while-watching-tv-shows-on-laptop-kinda-guy. My kitties then sitting next to me and beg for scrap foods. I spoil them.

February 10, 2011

If there ever is a next time, I swear I’ll do my best. It just hurts so much since I still love her so much. I’m trying to move on but everything still reminds me of ehr. She left me 2 days before my birthday.

February 10, 2011

RYN : We finally got some Queen olives back in, so that’s that for now at least. You can help your casino objectors feel better though, by playing Tim Wilson’s “First Baptist Bar & Grill” for them a few times.

February 10, 2011

RYN: I think kitties like the salt on the french fries. One of my cats like potato chips. The expensive kind. It’s been awhile that I have eaten red meat. Perhaps I will allow myself once every 4 months.