21 and Returning To My Youth Already

Lol Kitty, if I could move to York I would! But I help my mom pay bills , gatta be responsible you know 🙁  But I moving to NEW york next year, so we’ll be close! We can hang out and stuff, in plaid mini skirts, and bleached blond hair with the roots showing and stuff..yah, hilly billy hoes…hehe on Broadway!  Im so excited, next year!!! Ahhh!!!! Dump Frank on the weekends and have GIRL time, haha.

BTW, Im sorry about myspace. You’d think if some one thought they were in the right they’d stop all contact right? I dunno, I thought the highschool days were behind me but I guess not. But you had nothing to do in this whole thing so it was childish of her to leave a nasty comment. Shrug, what can ya do though right? Some people grow up, some people don’t.

ANYWAY, moving on! Wednesday is a mandatory meeting for ALL desk clerks. Im totally surprised because in the two year’s I’ve been at this particular motel, we’ve never had a meeting. So this will be interesting. I must say though, the owner AND manager might want to tread lightly with us because a better half of us are already on the verge of walking out the doors. But we’ll see how THAT goes on Wednesday. Sam is already saying she’s going to quit this week, and if she does it before I get my days off, and I miss my days off, I am going to be a little less than happy with her. She sets herself up to get in trouble, and when she does she can’t take it. Granted Lee and Ish are hard to work for. But sometimes she is sloppy and careless in her work. But our friendship IS outside this job. And I would be really surprised if she up and quit leaving me in the bind. I hope she doesn’t. I doubt I’d really be mad at her, just more mad at the situation, because Im already so tired between work and school, the thought of more overwhelms me.  Of course if she finds another job, it is more likely we’ll have a better chance of having the same nights off and hanging out! So good would come of it. I dunno whats going to happen here, but this unmistakable feeling of dread at the pit of my stomach isn’t making things seem like they’re going to turn around. I have a feeling everything is going to come to a head at this place, and I don’t think it’s going to be pretty.

Next week is spring break, I am working a bunch of A’s, which is fine with me, gives me a break from all these B’s I have to work because of school. It allows for more free time after work.  Like more home cooked meals, I miss those. And more time to lounge around in my pj’s, lol I like doin that. Its not like I have a social life so I need to compensate!! Hey and maybe since I wont have any classes I will have time to do my pilates/aerobics again. I miss doing those. I always felt so good afterwards, full of all this energy. Felt better about myself, lol. I think I am going to start tanning a bit. Not much, I don’t want to look fake, but just a light enough tan that I don’t look so pale, even though I pull it off nicely, haha.  We’ll see, I always feel weird in a tanning bed. I hear it helps psorisis though, which is secretly a reason I want to try it. I have a very small case of it, but its a persistant case. So I guess when I can find the money and time I might give it a go. Who knows.  Anyhoo, I better get back to work, the phone has intterupted this entry a million times and I am officially aggrivated, lol.