2007’s Biggest Challenge

     I have been pretty busy with work and school, I haven’t really had much to write about. Nothing too terribly exciting has happened that is really worth writing about either.  For Valentine’s Day Frank sent me a heart-shaped box of Godiva chocolates (which I have never had before and let me tell you, YUM!) and a boque of assorted roses in a vase. The chocolates arrived a day early which kinda sucked. Not that I am not glad I got them because I totally am, but it just would have been nice to get them on V-Day! So I came into work Wednesday and saw a boque of roses and decided to be nosey to see what guest they were for, so I peak at the name on the card and ‘lo and behold, there was MY name! Ha! (Turns out they were both supposed to arrive on V-day. But it worked out kinda good because then I wasn’t expecting the flowers =) He and I have never really "celebrated" Valentine’s Day before. He always acted like it was a stupid holiday, and with him I never made it an issue. But this year he bought me goodies all by himself. =) He’s spoiling me and I like it, ha ha. He’s also been very mushy, which me likey! It’s so rare that he’s in that kind of mood.

     Classes have been going pretty good. Except for two classes, I have taken three tests and passed them all with pretty high scores. I am really buckling down this semester and working harder than I ever have before. I realize I am much happier with myself when I work hard and do well in the end. So that’s my goal. I still haven’t recieved the paper work and application from the community college in new york. I might give them a call this weekend since aplications are due some time in March! And here they are two months later not sending me the requested material.

    A friend of mine just got dumped by his girlfriend (that he just proposed to over X-mas) and already he’s turning back into the flirtatious pervert he was before and keeps hitting on me and making sexual, inuendo jokes with me. I try and just ignore them and change the topic, but no matter what I say he keeps turning it sexual. It is actually getting rather annoying, and repulsive. I have no interest in him what-so-ever, he knows I have a boyfriend I am completely devoted to. He was this way before he met his current ex. For month’s he hit on me, try to get me to go out with him, and I was a little flattered, but had no interest. Then he got a girllfriend and wanted nothing to do with me. (Friendship wise). Which makes me wonder if he considered me a friend or a conquest? Either way he’s coming accross as a total pig and I find myself staying on invisible so he doesn’t even know I am on. I mean I feel bad that his heart was broken, but he’s turned into the same guy as before and…well….don’t really like that guy. I mean sexual jokes can be funny. I make ’em sometimes. Just in passing and not with intentions behind them like he does you know? But he starts conversations off with them, and I dunno, more than anything it just gives me the willies.

     Anyway, that really wasn’t important but it’s bothersome just the same. 

        2007 is going to be a big year for me. Things I have to look forward to are:

1. My God-Daughter being born (Which she was Jan 29th!!! She’s so beautiful!)
2. My Aunt gets released from Chowchilla (CA state prison) on July 1st. (She is like a second mom to me, I’ve known her and her three kids my entire life. I haven’t got to see her in 6 years. But we write to eachother all the time! I can’t wait to just hug her. Her daughter just had my God-Daughter!)
3. I am moving to NYC.
4. I get to be close to Jen (w00t w00t lol)
5. *Hopefully* get to go to England for Frank’s graduation at OXFORD!!!
6. I am going to be living in my own apartment (with or without Frank), that is entirely my own as an adult. Not with parents or family.
7. I will be starting a new job. (Providing I can find one!)
8. Might get to see Frank in March! (He’s wanting to shoot his senior film in New Orleans and wants me there helping out! yay! But it’s his fave place in America aside from Ny, and he really wants to share it with me.)

   So yeah, I have a lot to look forward to. I hope ALL of them work out well for myself. That there are not many if any obsticals to overcome. It would be great if just, everything fell into place. I know that never happens, but it’s nice to hope anyway!
   
         My goal right now, is to get Frank to start thinkin’ about my moving to Ny. I need to know if it’s gunna be us together, or me trying to make it on my own? So yeah, this is a big challenge, lol. He doesn’t ever plan anything more than a day ahead. So, wish me luck on that. If he could have he would have booked Prague the day we left for Prague! lol.

    Anyhoo, I didn’t have much to write about. Just though I would update OD and check on everyone else. I haven’t left comments yet, but I shall!