I Came, I Saw, I Kicked Some Ass…

I have to go to bed.  I have to shower first.  Before that, I have to stuff name tags for 11 people.  We’ll see how this all goes…

Instructions
Write 10 statements, good or bad, friends or enemies.
Never tell which one’s who.

1.  Christ, you frustrate me.  I want to hit you so badly, and I want to tell and I want you to get hurt and I want to be the one who does it.  You make me so angry.
2.  You’re so much fun, and you make me smile.  You almost always manage to make me smile.  God, you’re such a genuinely good person.
3.  I don’t know you well enough, but things are changing, I think, and I do want to get to know you better.  Especially right now, when I think you really do need someone to know you.
4.  We met here, and I love you, more than I even really know myself.  It started so simply, and we don’t talk often, which I hate.  But I still love you, I’ll always love you, and I hope you know that.
5.  You’re a dick, but I’m stuck.  I don’t know how to handle you, or deal with you, or how to talk to you.  You drive me fucking crazy, and you hurt me and I hate you sometimes, but you come back to me and I come back to you over and over.  We’re going to mess each other up really good one of these days…
6.  You are so much fun.  You’re so good to me, such a great person, inside and out and upside down and backwards.  I like you.  I like you.
7.  You’re a mess.  You say things and don’t ever quite follow through on them.  But you’re incredible, and I’m always going to like you; Always.  I’d have loaned you the money, probably, but I didn’t know what it would really mean…
8.  One night changed us forever.  We were so good together, and then that one night and we fucked it up.  I tried to apologize, please know that, but I never knew how to tell you I was sorry.  But I wasn’t the only one in the wrong in our relationship, and you should know that too.
9.  You were genuinely cruel.  You pretty much broke my heart, but I think I’m finally over you.  I’m just not over the way you hurt me.
10.  I love you.  There’s nothing more to it than that, and you’re the best friend I’ll ever have, even if I hate you sometimes.  You’re the only person who has ever been there for everything.

– the wreckoning – boomkat –

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March 28, 2007

i love you too.

Hmmm lets see… I think I’m number… 1? If I’m any at all. Sorry for not coming back online last night… I went to get something to eat, ate it, was just watching a bit of tv, next thing you know it was 3am. Passed right out. Getting up at 4am will do that to a guy. Sigh.