First Entry

So I had a diary on here when it was free open diary. So many memories gone. I just found the site again and decided to start over. I wish there was a way to change fonts and colors though. I miss that part. I like pretty fonts.

So I am 38, I still find that hard to believe. I don’t feel 38. In almost 2 months I will be 39. My mom always told me “don’t blink or you will get old” I always laughed while thinking I will never be old… well here I am… old. (well old to me). My life hasn’t really turned out how I had planned, but then again who’s does? I am a single mom of an 11 year old daughter, but its more like shes going on 16. She is full of attitude and independence. I love that she has both but like they say, I just have to find a way to live with it until shes grown haha. Her dad and I were together 10 years, married 2. The marriage was to try and “save” us. Well, at least to me it was. That’s a story for a different day though.  I have been a single mom for about 5 years now. I have a full time job I love, but the money isn’t great. My daughter and I are happy so I guess that is what matters.

Well I am just rambling and I need to be up for work so I will end here. I plan on trying to write a lot. I miss writing.