NoJoMoFoShoYo #25

Late entry tonight!  Just got home from Monique’s house, she hosted a yummy Thanksgiving dinner. 🙂  Johnny 5 and I headed over after work and joined Moni, Billy(Moni’s boy), Baby Aly, Moni’s Mom and Josh for dinner.  Very awesome of Moni to host!  Not sure why J5 and I were the only two that showed up as I’m sure she invited a few other ‘orphans’ from work but oh well.  It was very lovely.  I got my baby time with Aly and got to see ‘Uncle Johnny’ in action with Alyssa also.  It’s so cute watching your guy friends with babies and kids, brings out a totally different side of them sometimes. 🙂

Matt tried to call me when I was at lunch today but he called right when I was in the middle of eating(Micron provided us with a turkey lunch, it was really nice of them). Told him to give me like 20 minutes but then he said it was loud in the bar.  I was like okay you can’t just step outside for like 10 minutes to talk to me?  And then later on I went back out on another break at like 10PM his time and texted him but got no response.  I sent another one later saying something about it being a major party he was at or something and that I was on my way back up into the fab.  I dunno.  I know I shouldn’t get upset or mad at him but it was Thanksgiving, ya know?  It would have been nice to see a little bit more effort from him to get in touch with me.  It’s not like he hasn’t been out partying almost every other night he’s been there.  *sigh*  Stop being upset, stop being upset, stop being upset…  I don’t know how many times I’ve told him that I wish we could talk more.  I don’t say it just to hear myself talk, you know?  I dunno.  I don’t think I’m being extremely demanding or unreasonable here, I guess that’s why it bugs me so much.

Blurgh it is after 10.  I so don’t want to go back to work tomorrow!  Or Saturday for that matter…  Today was nice because it was like a Saturday, no first shift at work so all was very quiet.  I’m hoping everyone just stays home tomorrow too, haha.  Only two more days and then it’s the weekend, 3 days off…  Then a 4 day work week and Matt coming home on the 4th!  I am glad he’ll be home soon, I miss the heck out of him.  Also probably why I get so upset is that I just miss him a lot.  I know a lot of the time I tell people it’s no big and that I’m OK with him being gone but I’m just putting up that ice cold front.  Inside I’m like a soupy mess of melted emotional ice cream.

Anyway I shouldn’t really be whining, I should be talking about what I am thankful for!  Which is pretty much everything, haha.  Even the stuff I gripe about.  You have to have SOMETHING to compare awesome and great things to, do you not?  Otherwise you would now know how amazing it is. 🙂  I would bullet stuff again but I’m kinda tired…  I really need to go take a shower and hit the hay, hopefully get more than 3 hours of sleep tonight.

Happy Thanksgiving, taters. 

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J was the same way some days when he was in Virginia. It was such a bummer. I felt like you that he couldn’t take 10 minutes away to talk to me? It sucks. ::hugs::

I’m sorry you didn’t get to talk to Matt more on turkey day. 🙁 I don’t think you are being too demanding but them I’m a female and we tend to think the same.