miss him already.

Exhausted.  Should sleep.  Instead another useless entry is pouring itself out of my fingertips onto the keyboard and into this cute little box.  Hee hee I said box.

The binkini arrived today!  Hooray!

I’ve been sewing the lining into my little purse since last night.  It is a slow process since I am not any kind of good at sewing but whatever.  I can’t wait until this ugly thing is done and I can proudly show it off!  It’s so soft…everyone will want to touch it and love it and caress it.

I told you I was exhausted.

Matt left for Colorado this morning.  *sighs*  I miss him already.  I went to bed around 6 this morning, woke up when he got home around 7:30 and was in a horrible grump-ass mood.  I was upset he was leaving me(again!) and I should have been going with him but had to give it up for the job.  In the long run this means diddly squat(hell it means diddly squat now) but I tend to feel like the invisible girlfriend and he is the invisible boyfriend.  It just irks me to not get to travel with him sometimes.  Anyway, we ran to Wal*Mart to pick up a few things for me and spending a little time with him cheered me up.  He’s just so silly!  If anything makes me love him it’s his ability to make me laugh…that is the first thing that made me fall in love with him, after all.  So we came home and he had to move it on out to the airtport and I was in dire need of more than an hours worth of sleep.  He texted me about the plane being stuck in second gear and the flight being delayed so I’m thinking it’s got something to do with the landing gear and wheels.  I’m gullible enough to believe him and he has the audacity to laugh at me for it.  🙂

Long story short…I miss him and it’s lonely around here.

I worked at Blockbuster tonight, first night in a week.  Was a little rusty and almost forgot to set the alarm before I left.  Oops.

Oh this morning while I was at Wal*Mart I found a pair of flip flops that were meant to be mine.  We were walking past the shoes and I look over and there they are…a pair of brown flip flops that were $2.00 and just my size.  I nabbed them up while Matt had a chuckle at my flip flop addiction, stating that at least it was a cheap habit.  Dang right.

I guess that is about all from this peanut gallery, I shall end this entry with pictures.

I can’t believe that I’m actually going to post pictures of me in my binkini…  I’m almost NAKEY.  I will not be held responsible for any eye sight that is lost due to viewing the following images….I am white and you have been warned!

Okay so with the lighting I look more yellow.

I used to have a really nice ass.  Now it’s just kind of there.

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White.  I can see my fat fold marks too.  😀

There.  I just put my insecurity out there for the whole wide internet to see.

And now for a few pictures of my purse!

It folds over the top and will have a strap sewed on eventually, I am amidst knitting that right now.  I did my own thing with the patter and it’s not turning out so bad I guess.

And with the flap and un-sewn liner opened.

I am pretty pleased with my efforts on the purse so far.  I figure I should have it done by the time I get to Arizona so I can show off my mad skills.  Ha.

Okay well I’m going to go to bed now.  Later taters!