ho ho ho

Man…I am so anti-everything lately!  I don’t know what my deal is but I’ve been prefering to lurk and hide in the shadows for the longest time now.  I hope I get over it soon or at least figure out my reasons for feeling this way.

Woke up at 6:00AM again this morning but at least I got a few more hours of sleep than I did last night.  My schedule is so messed up…boo night shift!

So I took this last Saturday off since it was Matt’s normal Saturday off so we could go to D.C. and check out this bar that everyone has been to except for me.  Naturally I have been sick all weekend and done pretty much nothing.  Only me!  I think I am feeling a little more normal today aside from my headache that I tend to get during this week of my birth control pills.  I still really need to go to the doctor to get myself checked out but I keep telling myself to wait until after the holidays that way incase there is anything wrong it won’t stress anyone out as much as it could since it’ll be after Christmas and what not.  I’m sure I’ll live until then.

My dad finally went to the neurologist and it turns out he DID have a stroke.  How that dumb hospital didn’t KNOW that he had one is beyond me.  God help any person that goes to that place with their life depending on it…  I often wonder how that place has not been shut down sometimes, or at least had an overhaul of the inept doctors that apparently run the place.  Geez.

I’m pretty addicted to chocolate milk.  I guess it could be worse.

Still waiting and ordering prezzies online…all I know is they had better be here by the 22nd or they aren’t getting to anyone until after Christmas.  I wanted to have everything all sent out by now but alas, the USPS is living up to their snail mail standards.  Not really my choice on shipping as it was all the websites offered but whatever.  It’s the thought that counts and not the timely manner, right?  Have been wrapping and ribboning things lately and Widget’s been a helpful little guy in that department.  Whether it be pestering me while I’m wrapping or playing with the ribbons I am curling he is there by my side.  He’s going to hate Matt and I when we leave to go to our respective homes for Christmas but I don’t know what else to do!  I think Scott is going to look in on him from time to time, I suppose I ought to ask him to make sure he is still up for it.  If not Michelle offered to stop by and check on him for me.  I just worry because Widget’s not been home alone for that extended amount of time(you think he’d be used to being alone though with Matt and I usually being gone 13+ hours a day at work).  We’ll see.

I’ve gotten a few Christmas cards in the mail from various people and I would like to say thank you to Amy and Kelly in particular.  🙂  I have a few more that I need to send out so if you haven’t gotten one yet you will eventually!  Hopefully, anyway.

My hair is driving my insane and it’s taking all that I have to not run into a shop and get my hair cut off.  I’m trying to grow it out(why I’m not sure because I look like poop with long hair) and am also amidst growing out the black…taking forever!  I’m not used to seeing myself with out black hair so I’m still going ugh no wonder I dyed my hair for so long!  Dumb black eye brows…  😛

Matt and I were going to go to Hershey, PA, yesterday but I couldn’t fathom being in the car the 3 hours up and the 3 hours back.  So I felt like a shit because Matt canceled his flying lesson to go but then I was laying in bed all morning whining about how little sleep I got and how I was sure I was dying from pnemonia(I’m not).  Luckily there was a slot open for him to go out and fly anyway so I didn’t feel as bad.  I snoozed for the few hours he was gone after we went to Olive Garden(I wanted soup) and I felt a lot better when I woke up.  Matt went out with some friends while I stayed home and bummed around the house some more.  I plan on doing some more Christmas shopping sometime today and maybe abusing one of my credit cards for me just to make me feel better.  😀  All I know is that I’m dragging Matt out with me after he gets home from his lesson today because shopping by myself is so BORING and I usually can’t stand it.  Besides the last time I ventured out alone I nearly got taken out by some random idiot in the parking lot.  Who accelerates after they hit the curb three times while going toward a pedestrian?  Needless to say I literally ran for my life and pretty much shook like a leaf for the next hour.

Oh I need to look into getting a rental car for over Christmas…  I wonder if my mom can rent it in her name and just let me pay for it because I’m pretty sure it’d be cheaper for her and stuff.  We’ll see, I guess.

Okay I need to go put the laundry in the drying and remove the Widget from on top of the fridge(why he insists on sitting up there I do not know but he loves it).  Take care taters, hope all is well.  🙂