update

ok so i don’t come here as often as i would like, like i said before i would really like to keep track of everything….

so the latest….

a lot….

George gave me my engagement ring….i was really excited, but i couldn’t help but to think of Angeles….she was still bugging my dreams…then George added her to his msn and i got really upset…so i added her and i sent her the link to the myspace so she could see our pictures…i was so angry……………i didnt’ really think…..well later on she went on on why i did that this and that, etc etc…. well i really don’t care, i just wanted her to get the picture that she wasn’t in it…..so i told Adriana….oh man that chick….she added her and from there on it was like the longest weeks ever..we’ve been back and forth and then i added her on my other msn and pretended to be ana..hahahha…its been fun, at times i feel bad, but i dont’ understand why she has to be a pain in the neck bothering us…well anyways…she gave her friend my email address and she started bugging me, and then we created a huge thing…man i feel so immature right now…well now this chick added me…gaby…i think she’s with them or she is them, hahahaha, i’m so mad….

on the other side….Adriana told me Willy is on drugs..that’s a bad thing..she also tells me he’s dealing and that he’s going back to mexico to deal….then he tells me he’s going back to mexico in december..so its heading that way..idk, sometimes i don’t care anymore….they can do anything they want, i’m so sick and tire of fixing their problems…

i don’t know what else to write..this economy is killing us…we owe so much money..so i don’t know what we’ll end up doing…..i’m going to mexico next year when i get my tax return….probably for holy week, i was thinking idk…

well not that long ago i talked to Tasha, she told me all that Jose did to her, i felt bad and i thought of how my life would have been with him…. now idk i was very dissapointed so now idk i guess that dissapointment just kinda stepped over what i still felt for him..well he’s out of my world completely, even though a few nights ago i had a dream of him…well i thinkn that’s all…i’ll try to come back and do more but we’ll see.