too busy

i don’t write as much as i would love to or how some people write everyday or twice a day…as long as i write once a month i think it’s enough…..

So the latest, well there’s a lot of stuff since my last entry, a few days ago i almost burned down my apartment. i was cooking and i left the pan on the stove, totally forgot and pretty much burned my kitchen…its being repaired now as you can see….

well so that was that…..hmmm lets see what else…well Angeles has a new boyfriends, so i guess i’m not so worried about her for now…i don’t even know why i bother, but from what i’ve heard she is the kind of person you have to be careful about. We’ll see.

In other news, Willy is going back to Mexico on the first of December, so we are stuck with rent by ourselves which is kinda hard cause its too much….we’ll be struggling. I’m looking forward for a raise….we’ll see how that goes as well… maybe a raise of $870 a month….$435 on my check every 2 weeks, that would be ideal….lol

just like everybody else, we are struggling financially and i’m a more broke by the minute….we have a debt of like $20,000, because of the car…..but hopefully things will get better.  

Javier left to Texas so i don’t know when i’ll see him again, i felt so sad he left my side…i know i really didn’t talk to him often but maybe its because i knew he was always there and if i needed to talk to someone he would be there to comfort me. well i don’t know he’s gone and who knows when i’ll see him again. too bad. Today i’m going to the store to buy him a gift or something…

oh yeah something else…. well since Adriana went back to mexico, i’ve been talking to her non stop about everything, willy, jorge, angeles, sady, marybel…all these people….she is no longer with willy. WIlly was with all 3 of them at the same time…..well angeles is now going out with Sady’s brother…idk to many crazy things….so one day she tells me that she’s going to see this lady who reads the tarot cards…so i tell her if she can ask the lady if i can do it over the phone so she does….. this lady tells me a whole bunch of stuff that people are hating on me and that i can’t be successful because of that… etc..  the one thing that intrigued me was the fact that she told me that George is not my other half, we get along fine but he is not my soulmate…that my real soulmate was really close to me, he was either working with me or he lived with me or he was someone really close to me but i hadn’t realize it…. that this person was a scorpio and that he was into alcohol (lucky me)…..i’m soo against alcohol, i dont’ even drink my self….i don’t know its so confusing…the other day i stopped all of a sudden and i thought about Javier but his bday is not until nov 23 making him not a scorpio anymore by one day…. so idon’t know… whatever…. so i’m destined to cry and cry… idk if i’ll ever find my real love…. its so confusing i thought i had already…. who knows maybe its all bull.

tomorrow i get to stay at home and clean…there’s not much to do so i’m just gonna finish putting my house back to its normal self…hopefully sunday my life goes back to being normal….. i can’t wait till we finish paying all these bills and debts that we have… i truly hope soon……..i think that’s all for now…