is it happiness???

so i’ve been with Jorge for 2 weeks now and i’m happy with him but things are going too fast, he already asked me to marry him, he has already started sending money to start constructing a house over in mexico. he has told me all of his plans. That’s all because i said yes, but is that what i really want?? i dont’ know, i do but i don’t….it’s too soon, he has told me that we’ll get married until i finish my school which will be in 3 years he says he loves me so much that he’ll wait for me until i want. i feel happy that someone cares soo much about me. Last night i was upset, he drank too much and by the time we went to sleep it was horrible. This morning i woke up to leave and he was still sleeping and i kissed him good bye and i got a really bad response to that. i was upset but i figured i had to get over it. i wish i could do something about all this and just forget about the bad things. Today i’m bringing Chuy and Dario shopping and later today Jorge and me are suppose to go play basketball. i’m scared of what might happened later on so i don’t know how to feel.