the incessant weakness of bonds

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ryn: Ha, thanks 😛

I totally saw Happy Feet and LOVED it. Now that is a good documentary. 🙂 As for boys maturing faster than girls… I want to know why that happens. It seems a very silly biological invention. Either a girl falls for an older man, then grow old together, then he checks out (because he’s older and apparently men die younger, sad), and she’s left to live the last 10-20 years alone. Or the girl waits around for someone her age to mature and by that point in time her bilogical clock has started ticking. Really that was just a bitter rant. When it comes down to it, I achknowledge that woman are immature as well… just in different ways. Thanks for all your support, by the way. I really look forward to your notes. I’ve got my fingers crossed for that happy ending, too, whatever it may be.

we always say forever but good intentions never got us anywhere. yes, mormons cannot drink coffee. i myself have never drank coffee. partly because i was raised that way and partly because i never had the desire. thnks for your ongoing support to my mundane life. i look forwward to hearing from you again david. stop being so shy! and show me a picture.

im glad you liked the poem..you see i am getting better. now if only i can live up to myself with a new one. its hard for me to write poems, but i love the idea of them. yours are so nice. thank you for the inspiration.

RYN: Part of the reason I’ve been going to a psyciatrist is to try and find ways to make things better. But even the psyc-doc says that I just need to find someone, a few friends to go out with, someone to be abit more closer to .. experience some affectionate experiences to help my self-esteem. But just to not be alone all the time, not always have to try on my own –>

<– But I, and even the psyc-doc, just don't know where to try anymore. All he can suggest is to ask on the 'net, in places like OD, and hope someone will help. But, I've been trying this for 7 years, and it's really not working either …

you dont know what lip smackers are? omg! they are assorted flavours of chapsticks. mmmm. im addicted to them. thanks for being my friend! i love your notes. i look forward to them. i love what you write. you are very talented and i worship your ability to express yourself in poems. you are special to me david!

Goodness. I love how clever this is, but yet you managed to keep it very intimate; represents relationships well and classically.