Rolling past 2021

I feel like I been hit by a mack truck!!!!I am so tired yet I can’t sleep been trying for 2 hours so I thought I get some hot coco and write an entry before this year is done and in the books….my new candle smells so good!!!!Love the smell of hot cinnamon….Poppy cam hear fire crackers going off somewhere far from here….I hope no one around year comes out at midnight and starts yelling or setting off crackers….I am to old for that rubbish….

    I do have some news, so my sister K who I had not talked to since our daddy passed away back in 1997 came here its past summer to see my mum….She didn’t stay with us but rented a place a few streets over…I didn’t see nor speak to her for 3 days but then my mum said she really wanted to sit down and hash stuff out….

    I told my mum, I doubt it would do any good but for her I would listen to what she had to say….She took blame for everything she done to me when we was kids and ect and so I ended up forgiving her and told my mum it would be a day to day thing until I could feel free enough to trust her….

    Her and S my other little sister still don’t talk and I’ve not told S, I have been talking to her….No point in opening that can of beans cause I would chose S hands down!!!!Anyhoo now K called my mum and I amd said she was coming here again to see us for my birthday which is on the 5th….So we have to drive to Vegas on Monday to pick her up from the air port and I think it will be nice….I’ve been here to to long be very nice to go on a drive….K will be here until the 12th which we will take her back to Vegas so 2 times I’ll get to go on a nice little ride….

    I went shopping today for tomorrow Ohio State is playing in the Rose bowl so I got party food for the day….I am going to cook lil smokies and make some won tons!!!!Never made them before….I am so tired….Going to wrap this up and add a photo dump….Happy New Years~Mermz