umemployment

why don’t i have a job yet?? i hate not having money. i hate not being able to go shopping. this is the worst!! i mean, at this point, i don’t think that i will find a job and there’s pretty much no point since school will be starting in a month or so. i’m usually optimistic but not anymore. who cares about being positive? at this point . . .i don’t. i just need to get that out of my system. i’m starting to hate the summer.