Alone
I feel alone most of the time. I feel like most people have bad intentions. I have no true friends. It feels lonely. I get no text messages or calls. If I’m ever in a time of need I don’t have anyone to reach out to.
I crave friendships and desire romantic relationship but I’m too anxious to put myself out there. They have never worked out and I don’t feel good enough. I don’t know how to form relationships anymore but I’m trying to put myself out there again. Sometimes I feel like I’m autistic because I can’t form relationships, conversations are hard, and eye contact feels awkward/intense.
I’m just trying to focus on my career and education and if I meet anyone along the way it would be nice.
Note: We also had Pizza day yesterday at work.
Funny, I was just thinking…the…exact…same…thing.
@psychoactive I’m sorry you feel that way! You deserve friends and I hope it gets better.
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You could be on the autism spectrum. I have a son with Asperger’s and he has no friends other than his cousins, who are mean to him often.
I feel alone a lot too, even when I am around other people if that makes sense. I went years without a best friend, or really any close friends. I finally got back in touch with my best friend from years ago.
Sometimes I feel like I am autistic but I do not want to get a diagnoses! @happyathome
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