Why can’t you fall off the face of the earth?

To me:

hey sweet heart,
I wanted to know honestly do you want me back
should I give  up I don’t want to
but if I don’t get a second chance I cant prove any thing
and no I am not whining I just want another try
is that to much to ask maybe it is
if you do want me back maybe a part of you still is mad at me or even hates me a little,
give me some info what can I do I will do anything dose not matter what it is
I know I should know but I don’t
after your dad I am thinking of quitting but my heart want allow me to I know that was cheesy as hell but its true I cant stop thinking about  you
no matter what I do you once said he were not good together but we were you are just remembering the bad times I went crazy to put it mildly at the end but other than that I was happy and I think you was to we only argued when I was an ass I can do better I know I will talk to you tomorrow bye

I wrote him that yes, I want him to quit.  I’m not getting back together with him.  And he can’t handle it, then we’ll go to court and let them decid what happens.

To Brandy (he sent it to me also):

hey I am going to e-mail bran like every day just to talk  I sent one today here it is
 
 
I needed some one to talk to and I thought who better than some one who doesn’t answer my e-mails, so here it goes.
I had a rough day Saturday I had to blow installation in the attic and help put up
three walls three and I had no sleep, on the way home from work on Saturday I fell asleep in the drive way with my seat belt still on crazy hu.
then my stupid stupid piece of shit aunt leaves her little bastard kids for us to watch while she goes and spend money yeah we aren’t doing any thing just building a fucking wall you stupid bitch.
well thanks for listening you can e-mail any time love you

Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.