Fuckhead

That’s what he is today.  I’m sick of his shit.  Not eveything is a goddamned joke.  I don’t turn into another person around my family so what in that twisted pea makes you think its okay to do so.  I don’t find ways to make fun of you every chance I get.  Why is it okay for you to.  You say that its just a joke and that is who you are.  I knew it when I married you and I can’t expect you to change.  Bullshit you lying fucker.  There is a point where the jokes aren’t funny and mother fucker you found it today.  I cook and clean for you because I love you and I thought you loved me.  I will never be your goddamned slave and mother fucker, you better not forget it.  You may not be able to lay a hand on a woman, but you remember this you sorry sonofabitch, I can damn sure lay a hand on a man.  And don’t forget you worthless ass fuck, you will go to sleep at some point.  I may be smaller and weaker, but mother fucker, I can hold a grudge.

And next time you walk in and set my child on the floor and walk away, yo ubetter damn sure make sure she doesn’t fall over and hit her face on the floor again.  I don’t give a damn how long we have been fighting, she is never a target unless you want to die.  You think you can take her away from me?  You just remember there is a child molester and and two pot heads in this house.  And lets not forget, my blood is clean, yours isn’t.  You piece of shit.  I’ll have your ass blodd tested so fast, mother fucker your piss wont have time to move.  Don’t even try me asshole.  She is mine.  My flesh and blood.  Your fifteen seconds of pleasure in no way, shape, or form qualifies you as a daddy.  You may be a good father, but she will always be mine.

I’m tired of this shit.  I don’t want to do it anymore.  You tell me I over-react to everything, well maybe I do, but at least I have feelings.  And mother fucker you have bruies, beaten, and torn them today.  Tomorrow you’ll wake up and have forgotten what you could have done that would have pissed me off so much.  Let me remind you, I don’t think you are funny.  I don’t think it is okay to pretend to be somebody else in front of your family.  And mother fucker, if I chose to leave, then I damn well will do so.  I’m free, white, and over twenty-one and goddamnit, I will do as I please.  You say fopr me to do what makes me happy, well you better stop pushing me or I will find something else that makes me happy.  Oh and by the way, where I go, she goes.  She is mine.

Fuck you you sonofabitch.

 

 

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January 31, 2005

Whoa. Sorry things are so sour. Maybe do a tux in the spring.

January 31, 2005

I don’t know your situation but I’m sorry… from the way you describe him… he sounds like my ex… SCUM. I hope it gets better for you and your daughter.

February 1, 2005

Roaches, my sworn enemies.

hun thanks for your note that things go wel for me! im sorry things are so bad right now for you i will lft you up in prayer ok hun dont give up! if you ever need to tlak ill listen ok and maybewe cna chat online soemtime ok!take careandGod bles ya!natalie~