Cross Your Fingers

your toes and your eyes. What ever you have, cross it. Joseph went to a job fair on Wednesday and was hired temporarily at a new place. I dont know the name of the company, but he will be in a call center making collection calls. Best of all its $11.50 an hour starting out.

Im so afraid to get happy. Im afraid it is too good to be true. I want him to have this job. I am just afraid this it wont be what they told him it was.

He has to go out there Monday and finish the paperwork and whatnot. I have to drive him out to the Tollway. Yuck!!! It will be 635 traffic all the way. YUCK!!! (Sorry yall, its a Dallas thing.)

Oh, god yall. I cant even tell you how nervous I am for him. I want this soo bad. They told him the benefits are awesome. He will get bonuses for all the collections he makes. I will be able to stay home with my Doll. We will be able to get a car and an apartment. We will be able to be on our own.

Oh, by the way, Josephs Mom wants us to move in with them. We wont be paying any bills. We will have our own are of the house that we can lock. I think what is scaring me is that I am really considering it. We pay so much in bills here. Our entire checks go to them. We cant save a damn thing, but and this is a huge but, I dont want her to keep Jesse away from me. Mom will. It will be punishment you see because I will only be moving out to hurt her. It wont be because it will be better for us. It will be only to get away from her.

Oh, God. I just dont know. Its going to be so hard. I dont know what else we can possibly do. His Mom swore to him the only thing we would have to pay for is food. We wont pay any other bills. I would have my own phone line, internet access, and satellite TV. We would also have a lock on the door and I wouldnt have to interact with anyone there.

Uggg. I dont want to think about it anymore. It makes my head hurt.

We are going out to dinner now. Yall take care and hug those babies tight.

Mandy

HornsHoldMyHalo

November 18, 2004

That sounds just like what John’s grandmother told us right when we figured out that we couldn’t afford the apartment we were living in. I say go for it. But only once you figure out what you are going to do about your mom & brother. You know, make sure they are in good hands & all that stuff. Where does your m-in-law live? Just curious. Oh, I could have sworn both your birthdays were the 29th….

SuchABigDreamer

So did ya get to see Bruce Willis’ penis, too? 😉 RYN: If my sister were the one giving birth then I definitely would be totally excited. But it’s BIL’s bitch wife so… yeah… not so excited. :/ *pfft* 🙂

RYN- That is so funny. My anniversary is the 29th. Haha. My husband’s birthday is the 30th. We thought to ourselves, “We’ll get married the day inbetween our birthdays, it would be so cute. That way we can take a 3 day holiday!” WRONG! LOL. Now people do the all-in-one gift thing. Totally sucks ass. Hehe. Take care woman! :0)