Blah.

I don’t really feel like writing, but I feel like I owe y’all something. Y’all give and give, why can’t I?

My entries are so depressing these days. I feel like my life revolves around Mom’s illness. I guess it should be that way. We are supposed to care for our aging parents. But my mom isn’t aging, she’s only 45. Too damn young to be soo fucking sick already. Isn’t your body supposed to wait till its in the seventies before it falls apart? Who decides who should be falling apart so young? What the fuck makes him so special that he can make Mom suffer?

I’m sorry. I don’t know what the point of this entry is. I can’t tell you where this is coming from. I jsut have random thoughts flowing.

You know at this time last year I was praying for Beth’s Mom. She was soo sick. I was happy that my Mom only had a few problems. I didn’t know that in five months we would be wondering if death was better than chemo.

I’m so sorry y’all. I shouldn’t even post this.

Y’all take care and hug those babies tight.

Mandy

Ovarian cancer: It whispers, so listen.

This diary is for you and most importantly your thought, we are here for you and will read an entry that you might leave, depressing or not. It is good to get it out and this is a great place for it. I know when my husband and I were having problem my diary was full of entries concerning that, and I am sure my readers got tired of hearing about Katie, but in the end it helped me and that is all

that matters, that it helps you, not whether it is entertaining for us. If you ever need anyone to vent to, Ill be that person. i know it is often easier to vent a stranger then to a loved one.

*hugs*

Star Light

October 10, 2005

*hugs you tightly* know I am always here for you, I am always a phone call away! ALWAYS! Love you babe!

jennyjo79

*big hugs* I’m so sorry that you’re going through so much with your Mom at such a young age. I lost my Dad two years ago and he too was so young (46) … I never imagined I’d be w/o him so early in life. 🙁 You and your Mom will be in my prayers.

goodbye bleeder

I Agree with the above noters. As long as getting it out, writing how you feel helps you, then it doesn’t matter what anyone else has to say about it. *super huge huggs*