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So Doll was supposed to go to Shithead’s this weekend.  She hasn’t been over there in a month.  She doesn’t want to go.  Debbie, Shithead’s mom, picks up Doll and takes her out for dinner and to have some fun so that she can spend time with Doll, then she drops Doll off at Shithead’s house.  If Debbie is caught at work and can’t come pick up Doll she becomes and uncontrollable crying ball of snot.  She absolutely does not want to go to Shithead’s house.  If she gets to spend time with Grandma, then she is more likely to tolerate Shithead’s house.  Anyway, doll was supposed to go over there this weekend.  She went out to dinner at the mall with Debbie.  She wanted to walk the mall, but had an ice cream dessert packed to go so Debbie promised her they would do that next time first and then eat dinner.  Doll was okay with that.  They got in the car to go to Shithead’s and Doll starts bawling.  She’s sucking snot in and hiccuping so hard that she’s starting to puke.  Debbie can’t get her to calm down.  She says forget it, I’m not going to be the one to force you to go over there when you don’t want to and brings her home.

I am so at a loss here.  I don’t know what to do.  I’m supposed to make her go over there.  She’s not old enough to say no.  I’m supposed to send her anyway.  She hates it there.  Shithead works from 6 at night to 8 in the morning to stay away from his Bitch that he married.  And Shithead’s Bitch sleeps until 1 or 2 in the afternoon.  Doll is up before 7.  I have to send snacks over there that Doll can eat without having to cook because no one is awake or available to feed her until the afternoon.  They are selfish horrible people.  I hate them.  I hate them for causing my Doll this pain.  I hate them for being sorry lazy pieces of shit.

I don’t know what to do. 

When I texted him that Doll was here because Debbie dropped her off, he got all pissy and said that Doll doesn’t want to come over because he doesn’t have money to take her out to fancy places. I texted him back that she wasn’t shallow and selfish like that.  She’s not shallow and money grubbing.  She just wants to be paid attention to.  When she is here with me, then she is with me.  I don’t send her to her room or sleep until the afternoon and then decide its time to be a parent.  She’s an 8 year old. She’s not petty.  Yes she wants to go out and do things, but she’s happy to spend time doing nothing as long as its nothing with you.

He’s a fucking idiot.  Its easier to put the blame on an 8 year old than to figure out you are the fucking problem.  Stupid sorry piece of shit.

Mandy

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