06/24/2009*eta

Jessica is on her way here to go with me to UT Southwestern.  I’m so completely nervous. 

What if they don’t want me?

What if I’m not god enough? 

I feel like hiding in my bed.

I’m scared.

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So we went to look around.  We couldn’t find the admissions office because the place is soo fcking huge.  I like it though.  I get a good feeling walking into the school.  When I go to do clinicals I’ll get to go for Parkland Memorial, Children’s Medical Center, Southwestern Medical Center, and Zale Lipshy.  I didn’t realixe that all four of those hospitals were right there on top of each other.  That would be amazing experince or me.  And I can get my Master’s and head to med school all there at UT Southwestern.  I like not having to move around alot.  I suck with change.

Anyway, I’m going to sit here and apply online.  And the goof off and play Mafia Wars for a while.

Thanks for the notes.  You people really are wonderful.

Y’all take care,

Mandy

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