“Where are now?”

   I have been really fucking bored and it sucks.  I feel like such a loser when the highlight of my weekend was babysitting a 9 year old boy cause we played PS2 for like 4 hours.

   So yeah as I said I did nothing this weekend except babysit so I could have some money for christmas. The week was pretty much the same.

   Except on Thrusday Emily, Calli and I went to my physical therapy and it was the last time I had to go. I was so damn happy. After we went to the mall and wasted our lives away doing nothing.

   We went to a few stores but nothing too exciting went down. I bought my "gir" air freshner though. It looks so styling in old bastard. At the food court we were trying to take some pictures in those little booth things. That was about a task and a half! The first set just did not want to work out and then Calli pressed the stupid button and I thought I was gonna kill her cause they printed and I was about the ugliest thing ever! The second set wasn’t too bad but it wasn’t too good either, but it was better than the first.

   So yeah that was Thursday…. Everything else was all good and fine. On Friday we had our Vetrans day assembly. It wasn’t half bad but of course I had the disrespectful people behind me and I wanted to kill them!!!!!!!!! I can’t stand fucking people like that. I mean even if you don’t agree with how our country is run or something like that at least respect the vetrans. They have been through hell and its like no one gets that. Even if you don’t agree you have to admire the fact they risked their lives because they did what the believed in.

   Then on Saturday I babysat. It is always so easy watching Ben cause he just plays PS2 and watches cartoons. Which gets me by just fine. I mean we also played with some race car track thing and some legos but that shit is fun! So that was the majority of my day… Then that night my parents went out so Laura and I ordered pizza from Mini-Mart and just layed around the house. The laziest saturday night of my life…

   Later that night world war 3 hit my house…. I was on the phone with Tash and then I hear Laura scream "OH MY GOD!!!!!! WE ARE GONNA GO!?!?!?!" So of course I am interested. And I go out into the other room. The girl is like, "We are gonna go see… PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!!!!" That pissed me off cause she yelled right in my ear but she was excited so it was okay. I lean in to look at the paper and she pulls it away and glares at me. I’m like, "Laura I just want to see it…" And I kind of lean in again. Then she pulls it away again so I just back hand her arm… not even that hard. I turn and she screams "DON’T TOUCH ME!!!!!!"* I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN SHE DOES THAT!!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* The stupid bitch then kicks my bad knee. I let out a scream and hang up the phone… I’m like crying now and all I can think is omg I’m going to have to go back to physical therapy and she wants me dead. My dad comes running in from outside and he screams at Laura cause he saw everything. All the while she is crying because "I just hit her so damn hard" I’m screaming at her at the top of my lungs and then I hobble my ass upstairs. My mom comes up and asks me what happened. I explain everything and even said there was prolly no reason for me to hit her but I was mad she was being such a fucking idiot. Then my mom says "Well she just won’t go then"…. Yeah I was a little shocked. The rest of the night I heard yelling from downstairs… so that was last night.

  Now I am listening to music and I’m pissed at all guys on the face of the planet cause none of them make fucking sense… but thats another story… Also I can’t get on my account on the computer cause my computer is a stupid bitch!!!!!*hitting the computer*