“I’m not listening anyway”

  Yeah I’m mad…  Well not quite mad but I’m all nervous because of CTC. I am SUPPOSED to wear a bathing suit for demo’s today… but I refuse. I mean I’m so self concious that I would fail before I would ever do such a thing. I was going to skip but I don’t want to miss any more of that class than I absolutly have to.

   Well at least this weekend was fun. On Friday Em and I went shopping so I could get me some hair dye. It is awesome… I think so at least and I have even gotten compliments on it.

  On Saturday I had to get up at freaking 5:30. I took a shower and I swear I was going to fall asleep in there. But I survived and barely made it to the school by 6:40. We had an NHS volunteer thing in Tustin( Breakfast with Santa). I had fun and all but I thought I was going to die. I had to do arts and crafts for 3 hours and I burnt my fingers like there was no tomorrow. Then I had to serve food then clean for two hours… It wasn’t too bad till I had to clean. That was the most god awful boring thing…. I got home and just kind of layed around…. Then later that night my mom dyed my hair for me. It is quite sweet. Then I went out to Em’s and we went on the computer and such.

   On Sunday I went to Cadillac with Emily and we had about a hard enough time. She didn’t know if she was going to get Jared a gift… after about a half hour of debating she decided to. As for me I got a gift for Ben but… I don’t know if I want to give him it or not…. cause I would feel like a retard…

   I got home that night and my mom cut a good 3 inches of my hair. Soooo yeah thats about all of my weekend. And now I’m going to die thinking about going to CTC… At least I got my christmas gift from Calli… she got me "Boondock Saints" BEST MOVIE EVER!