“I don’t wanna be buried in a Pet Sematary”

RAMONES LYRICS

"Pet Sematary"

Under the arc of a weather stain boards,
Ancient goblins, and warlords,
Come out of the ground, not making a sound,
The smell of death is all around,
And the night when the cold wind blows,
No one cares, nobody knows.

[CHORUS]
I don’t want to be buried in a Pet Sematary,
I don’t want to live my life again,
I don’t want to be buried in a Pet Sematary,
I don’t want to live my life again.

Follow Victor to the sacred place,
This ain’t a dream, I can’t escape,
Molars and fangs, the clicking of bones,
Spirits moaning among the tombstones,
And the night, when the moon is bright,
Someone cries, something ain’t right.

The moon is full, the air is still,
All of a sudden I feel a chill,
Victor is grinning, flesh rotting away,
Skeletons dance, I curse this day,
And the night when the wolves cry out,
Listen close and you can hear me shout.

   Yeah I was just listening to one of my many burnt cds and I came across that song. One of my favorites from one of my favorite movies. I have been humming it all day so I thought… why not just post it on here.

   Things are basically getting shittier with my grandma… They are now discussing putting in a feeding tube, her eyes won’t open yet, and she just is so tired constantly. I hate it though because she just says she feels fine but when I look at her…when I think about her I bust into tears… shes so weak and she just can’t do this again…  And my family is getting together to discuss… arangements… like funeral homes and shit! I CAN’T DO THIS!

   So other than that barrel of fun portion of my life things have been okay. We worked at Lakeview Manor again on Friday again. It was easier yet harder… like I did my first peri care on a male(cleaning of the genitals and buttocks). Yeah that was one of those experiences you will remember for your ENTIRE life. Yet I know that I will do a HELL of a lot more of it. Expecially if I’m going to be working there this summer… but what else kind of job pays 10 bucks an hour or more to a 17 year old girl…

   Today brought on grocery shopping and visiting my grandma. Of course I got to sleep in till 11 and it KICKED ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I felt like this fucking week took forever to get through so this extra sleep was like a little piece of heaven.

   Now I am home alone doing my 80’s movie thing (watching St. Elmo’s Fire) and waiting up for my sister to call so I can go get her from Sarah’s. FUN STUFF! Oh and I’m looking up prom/homecoming dresses. I made a deal with my mom that if I loose the all the weight I want she will buy me a kick ass expenxive homecoming dress. Yes homecoming cause prom sucks at our high school and I’m not going. Yes I’m a little whiney bastard.

   AND I guess all my holiday is planned out for me. This year my mom is doing a major Christmas thing so I am going to be little helper sally. I am doing about half of the damned cooking! But at least its better for my chubby ass than doing half of the eating. Then my new years eve… I get to babysit Amy’s kids… which I have only seen once! Well I have seen the 6 month girl ONCE(halloween) and the 2 year old boy twice(right after he was born and halloween)… so this should be QUITE the treat. Also if I have to talk to Cory I will kick his ass from her to Texas cause I hate that boy with a bloody passion!

   So yes I’m going to be busy… in an o so boring way….