Tomorrow Needs to Get Here.

I cried already twice this morning, but I’m feeling a little better. I got my father in law to eat a little bit. Not nearly enough to do anything, but baby steps. I miss my husband terribly. I am more than ready for him to come home. Hopefully it’s less than 24 hours. I told him to get his ass home as early as possible bc I can’t stand it anymore. I miss him, I need him, and I despise being away from him.

I’m going out with our friend’s girlfriend tonight to help get my mind off of things. It’s giving me something to look forward to, bc I know tonight it going to be difficult.  I know once he’s home tomorrow my relief and energy is going to be so much better. Can. Not. Wait.