so I went back to bed.

♥ My morning "date" with Ed was *shockingly* cancelled.  I woke up to my alarm at 7am and checked my email right away because I just had a feeling. Sure enough, there it was waiting for me. The cancellation email. "got called into work baby. so sorry. please don’t hate me. I’ll make it up to you- I need my dose of vitamin M". 

 And you know what I did? Nothing. I did nothing. I rolled over and went back to sleep without so much as a tear of disappointment. 

He sent me a text a few hours later asking how mad I was. I told him I was a little mad, but not to worry his pretty little head about it. Haven’t heard from him since.

♥ I called my insurance company when I ended my old job to let them know I wanted to cancel the 2 million liability I had to have on my car because I was carrying passengers. I was SO excited to bring my monthly payments down- I was paying almost $200 a month. I just got my updated stuff in the mail and was heartbroken to see the price only go down by $10. Are you fucking kidding me?? What the hell is so expensive on my insurance plan? Fuck.

♥ I have to pay my visa bill. I’m sure my credit has gone to shit over the past few months because I simply can’t afford to pay. I also have a phone bill to pay.. and internet should be coming up shortly. What’s today? The 27th? Oh good, another monthly payment comes out of my account tomorrow. Joy. I don’t get paid for another week and a half. FUCKING MONEY.

♥ I still haven’t done my income tax. Partly because I’m too afraid I’ll have to pay hundreds of dollars again- and partly because I’m the biggest procrastinator on planet earth.

♥ Speaking of procrastination, I finally made a doctors appointment. I haven’t been in since before I wore the holter monitor- so I have no idea what the results of that were. I also need a refill on one of my prescriptions and a form filled out for work. Ugh. Work. I just remembered I have to go in early today. FUCK.