NJM 4 – Strange dream and a birthday.

 Dear Diary;

First, Today is Erin’s birthday!

Second, I had the most fucked up dream last night/this morning and it’s sticking with me.

I was with a group of people and we were visiting my elementary school for some reason. We were heading into the gym to sit down at one of the many crowded tables and we were watching some kind of performance which was taking place on the stage. The performance was several people in wheel chairs stacked up on top of one another to make a tall, wobbly looking totem pole. I’m not sure what they were doing or why this was happening, but as we sat down to watch, one of the stacks of people began to topple. Before we knew what was happening, the person on the top was falling head first down to the stage. For a moment, everyone was silent and it was like it had just registered with everyone that this person had died- but no one had gone to see. I stood up and thought- surly someone near by will check on her and be the first aider.. but people around would just glance and then turn away like it was no use giving first aid. I jumped up on the stage and saw that the girl was laying face down and that her head was cracked open- pieces of her skull were laying near covered in blood. She was still breathing though! I asked the one person who was near her if she was a First Aider and she said "yeah.. I guess" and I said "Well.. are you comfortable giving first aid??" and she said "Well, I’m a first aider.. my sister taught me" and that’s when I realized she was a flake and useless. That’s when I went in and did the whole "I’m a First Aider… YOU- go call 911.. yadda yadda.." bit. I woke up before I could see what happened.

Weird, eh??