NJM 19 – It’s STILL not over?

Dear Diary;

I wish he would stop calling me. For the love of God…

I had my cell on today because I’m waiting for Erin to call me back- so when it rang and I went to pick it up, I just assumed it would be her or someone calling about a job. Nope! It was Alex. He still feels the need to call me just to "check in" and see how I am. Oh, and to tell me that my other ex had another baby. Good to know. *insert eye roll*

Why do I end up with these guys?? Seriously! This is my life. I can’t find a decent man or woman to save my life- but these crazy obsessive guys just fall into me like I’m some loser magnet.  I mean, it’s sort of funny- but mostly just annoying. One guy won’t stop calling me, one continuously tells me he wants to sleep with me again- but then when I call his bluff he says he can’t beause even though he has an open relationship with his gf he just doesn’t feel right about cheating. HELLO!!! Stop talking to me about sex and how much you want me then! Jezus.

They seem all nice and inocent and great at first.. and they end like this.

What am I doing wrong? lol.

anyway..

all I can smell is pickled eggs.