NJM 18- soon, I hope.

 Dear Diary;

I have to work tomorrow. It’s not a hard job, It’s not very many hours and it pays really well… and yet- I have SERIOUS anxiety.  This week has just flown by so fast. I wish I wasn’t so damn socially awkward.

The good part about working is the money. I keep going back to the money thing. Once I start picking up hours, I can start paying off my student loan in bigger chunks. Eventually, I can afford to buy a car and then after that- what I’ve been waiting for since.. forever- my own place! You have no idea how much I want to get out of here. Seriously.

I gotta go to bed. Ugh.