I will, but I won’t.

Thank goodness this is almost over. Writing every day is a challenge for me currently. I’m sad that I can’t seem to come here and lay out my thoughts and feelings on these pages anymore. This used to be the place where I felt so comfortable to just put it all out there. Now, I don’t feel it anymore. I’m really struggling here…

I’m going to attempt DePhoMo this year. I didn’t do it last year, probably because it was such a hassle to upload the photos. It shouldn’t be too bad this year, with my laptop and whatnot. Instead of plugging in the camera, all I have to do it grab the flash card. We’ll see how it goes. I’m not going to stress out over it and I won’t allow myself to worry if I miss (or purposely skip) a day here and there. The bonus is that I don’t have to write anything if I don’t feel like it- I can just post the pic and run.

I’m working on a new project for my room. I picked up the stuff tonight, but haven’t started it yet. It’s going to be a very large, 4 part painting of an elephant for my wall. I’m not sure how it’s going to work out just yet, but I’ll post pictures of the updated process during DePhoMo. Cross your fingers that it turns out okay!

I’m looking into purchasing a light therapy lamp or box. There’s a much longer story behind this, but I’ll save that for another day.