Burned.

 

 

 

 ♥ He begged me to meet with him tonight so he could explain himself. "It’s complicated" was the only thing he would say. I needed closure, so I drove to see him. We were going to meet half way.

10 minutes before our scheduled meet time, he sent me a message to tell me he was stuck at work. I was anything but surprised. It’s a classic move by him- it’s happened at least 4 times over the past few months. I drive all the way to the destination only to have to turn around and go back home. This time though, I wasn’t just disappointed- I was downright mad. 

He told me he really did need to explain himself and asked me if I was able to meet in the morning instead. He apologised over and over. I told him if he really wanted to see me that bad, he could drive to MY town, call me when he got there and wait to see if I showed up.

He said ok. 
We’ll see.

For the second night in a row, I drove home in tears.

Pink- |try|
Ever wonder about what he’s doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it’s better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy
Even when it’s not right

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There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you’re out there doing what you’re doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by by by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone’s bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn’t mean you’re gonna die
You’ve gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

 

 

 

 

 

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Ehm
November 25, 2012

Tried noting and then got an error. *sigh* I’m sorry that you’ve been let down. Hopefully you’ll get your closure and can move on to something that makes you happier!

YAH
November 25, 2012

You deserve better treatment than that

November 25, 2012

I’m sorry, love. I swear there are very few worse feelings than the build-up-let-down that comes from someone you care about when they dissapoint you. I don’t know the back story, but I hope after he “explains” himself, you can close this book and move on. I have added you to my favs so I’ll be looking for the update. Take care xo

November 25, 2012

I agree her should come to you, and wait on you. Although i dunno what he could say to make it right. Get what you need from him on your terms, you deserve at least that so you can move on.

November 25, 2012

Some men girlfriend. . dont worry you’ll meet one that will blow him away! (: <3

November 26, 2012

Dude, I’m sorry. I hope that he has a really good explanation, but even then…how to trust? Ugh. You WILL meet someone who will treat you better, you deserve it!