You Always Know How To Bring Me Down…

~Hello all, it’s been a while since I’ve had time to write so here’s what’s been going on in my life as of lately…

~So spring semester has started and is already in full swing. My classes are way more manageable this semester than last so at least I’m not continually stressed 24/7 and I’m not working nearly as much as I had been last semester which is a curse and a blessing all at the same time… My bank account really isn’t liking me right now, but that’s why I have savings right????

~On to better and bigger things… I’ve been trying to get an internship for this summer. I had an interview with a company about a month ago and 1. I was totally freaked out for it cuz it was my first real interview, and 2. I was shocked that I even got a call back seeing as a requirement for the interview was being of Sophomore status and I’m already at Senior… so yeah… needless to say, it didn’t go well. Actually I think the interview went quiet well, the whole getting the internship not so much. But over all I think I’m ok with that because of how they handled getting back to me and how clearly unorganized the whole ordeal was… I would not be able to deal with that if that was the kind of environment that I would have to work in every day! I would go crazy… So now I just really need to find an internship. I’m freaking out that I don’t have anything set up yet for the summer. I hate not knowing where my life is headed in this aspect and its driving me nuts… There is an internship fair on campus on Wednesday so we’ll see how that goes… and the lawyer at my dad’s company is going to send around my resume for me so we’ll see what happens with that. I just hope that I get one kinda close to home. I really would prefer not having to continually drive into Milwaukee everyday but I’m thinking that I might not have any other choice…. I guess beggars can’t be choosers… 🙁

~I’ve been having roommate issues lately… So my roomie keeps deciding to ditch me for her boyfriend, which would be ok, except that WE HAD ALREADY MADE PLANS!!! and that’s just NOT ok with me. You don’t ditch someone just because you get a better offer from someone else. That’s not cool and it just makes you look like a bitch so don’t do it! Apparently my roommate does not have the same view as I do, and you know what if it was just that one time maybe I wouldn’t have been as upset about it but guess what it was several times!!! and still not ok with me. But last week I finally told her that I was all out pissed at her for doing all this crap and that I was really betrayed and I should of said that I think that we should not longer be that close of friends anymore cuz then the disappointment is less, but I didn’t go that far. So needless to say she tried the rest of the week to make it up to me which again failed for her cuz she ditched our plans the next day. I feel that I’ve given her enough chances to make things right and now i’m just really sick of it. Extremely sick of it. I don’t need all this extra drama in my life. I was considering moving back home and just removing myself from this terrible situation but I haven’t gone to that extreme yet, though I’m still thinking about it…

~So since I’ve been 21 I haven’t really gone out all that much, but I went out the past two weekends and I had a good amount of fun! I really should have gotten a DD for one of the nights but I ended up ok. Let’s just say that I’m an extreme lightweight so after I have a drink things start to get interesting… 😉 what can you do? not a whole lot. I’m too poor to go out and drink enough to build a tolerance to it, so I guess i’m stuck where i’m at, which is ok. It gives me that excuse that when I do go out I don’t have to drink that much!! I also attended my first college party earlier this month when I went to visit my sister. It was alright, not really my thing, which I knew that from the beginning but I just wanted to experience it once just to have that life experience check off…

~In other news my brother is getting married…October 6th… I don’t remember if I ever said that on here or not but he is. My sister and I aren’t bridesmaid which is also NOT ok with me, but his fiancé is a BITCH so what can you really expect? Not a whole lot. Though I’m almost ok with it because I heard the dresses are a sage green… um yeah all I can picture is this really ugly color in my head so I’m ok with not having to buy a $200 dress that I hate and will never ever wear again… But now I have to find a dress that makes me so ridiculously hot that they regret not putting me in their wedding. The search hasn’t really begun yet, but I have a few people who have offered to let me borrow some of their previous bridesmaid dresses so we’ll see what happens.

~Well that’s it for now… <3 MK