Sometimes…

~So I have some good news and some bad news…

~First the bad news, i don’t think i’ve slept much in 4 days, which equates to me being really tired and somewhat bitchy which isn’t cool, also i just go my work schedule for next week… 30 hours… yeah i might just die, or not sleep, or not get any homework done…

~For the good news, I played basketball last night! It was AMAZING! I haven’t played since my injury so it was awesome! I miss it so much all the time, and now for a few weeks anyways i’ll be playing! it just makes me rather happy!

~So I was rather bored at work today so I wrote a little something, the words just came to me and i don’t know probably not my best but hey it was something to pass the time…

~Sometimes I wish you were here.  Sometimes I dream about you at night.  Sometimes I remember what it felt like being in your arms.  Sometimes I pray for you to come back.  Sometimes I wish you never left.  Sometimes I hope you think about me.  Sometimes I envision what it would have been like if you stayed.  Sometimes I close my eyes and see you staring back at me.  Sometimes I imagine everything about you.  Sometimes I wonder if you still care about me.  Sometimes I scold myself for remembering you.  Sometimes I cry at night.  Sometimes I can’t sleep without thinking of you.  Sometimes I still want you close.  Sometimes I wish I never pushed you away.  Sometimes I hope you’ll come back.  Sometimes I think about all the memories we’ve shared.  Sometimes without even trying you are on my mind.  Sometimes I want to forget.  Sometimes I want to let go.  Sometimes I pray for the pain to end.  Sometimes I wish on a star for you to come back into my life.  Sometimes I wonder what it will feel like if you ever come back.  Sometimes I picture how perfect you are.  Sometimes I remember how much you loved me.  Sometimes I was to forget how much I still love you…