Good-bye 2009 Hello 2010

~So looking back on the year I must say that 2009 was a bad one…

~On January 6 2009 was just the beginnning, that’s when I tore my ACL… After that I should have known that it was all downhill… After that I felt desolated, I was depressed for weeks and then I had to suck it up and go to rehab and eventually surgery, not really my type of fun. Then I barely make it through the rest of my senior year of high school. Mostly because I had to re-learn how to walk and such, but it was hard to just get through it… then the summer of working and basically having no life, and then starting college which looked promising, with new guys to hope for and new friends, but all in all I was left in the dust by a guy I thought could be the one I’ve been waiting for, and my new friends don’t seem to remember that I exsit… I guess this is just the way my life is going to go. I really hope that 2010 holds a much brighter future… Who knows maybe i’ll find love, happiness, a reason to live… I’m not really counting on it, I was last year and look where that got me, but I will try to hope for that. Everything happens for a reason right?

~I have a few goals in mind for 2010, I’m pretty sure that none of them will be accomplished but that’s ok. I think that it is important to at least set some goals in your life to strive for, but in my life they are so dependent on other people that they are just unlikely to happen. But I will still try, thats all I have left, and if I give up that will be the end of me…

~happy 2010 everyone may all your new years be way more amazing than mine!