Do You Ever Feel Like You’re Alone?

~So we are going to start with the happy… The guy from the last entry I’m almost positive likes me. Which in itself is really cool, I’m still not sure where I want us to go, but we’ll see. I keep thinking about him so maybe that’s a sign or maybe I just want to figure out for sure if he likes me. I just don’t know and that’s ok. I’m pretty sure that I’ll know soon enough though. 

~So now for the bad, I’m on fall break right now that means we don’t have classes today or tomorrow and almost everyone goes home for the long weekend and we all get a break from school. Well the plan was that I was going to drive down to Chicago to see some of my friends that attend Concordia Chicago and it was going to be a fun night. Well yesterday after I get done working at 10:30 my dad comes down the stairs and is like I don’t want you going to Chicago this weekend! In my head all I could think was "WHAT THE FUCK" and he goes on to give his pathetic reasons about how its not a safe area and how he doesn’t want me to go alone or at night and I was just like shut the fuck up. The real reason they don’t want me to go down there is because they don’t want me to live. GOD THEY ARE THE REASON I DON’T HAVE A LIFE!!!!!! i’m so sick of them. That’s why I wanted to go to college in California to get the fuck away from them!!! But now i’m stuck here

~I might end up going to some parties this weekend though but we’ll see…