Music, I Love You….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__obh4w6tD8

 
 
These are links to You Tube showing some of my favorite sad songs.
 
I love sad music.  It just gives me something to twist and turn to.  I rise up on my toes and let my hips, shoulders, curves, all move with the music, as I slowly spiral down into something that is a sembolance of happiness.  I go back and look at my silly little angsty teen entries only to realize that to be an adult is when the true suffering begins, if you let it…
 
I am trying to stand straight.  I am trying to put weight on it.  I am trying to hold my head high and keep my knees straight.  the bleeding continues, the scabs crack and pour, but I stand… the weight.