Spent

It is how I feel now. My nerve endings are jittery; my skin hurts. I want to curl up somewhere dark and cozy and warm and just snuggle into oblivion. The air is making everyone very sensitive here in New York; besides all the loss and pain.

Did you know that we have tents all over the place now? And camouflage painted Humvees. Many NY State troopers who, besides being extremely courteous and upright, have the decency to wear purple ties and hatbands (my absolutely favorite color of any ever is purple). And NYPD officers deployed throughout the streets of town; all over. Officers and troopers work together, side by side. I hope that is good for the future; I hope that this fosters cooperation among law enforcement agencies in the state.

My love is so adorable; she keeps dropping by and kissing me. That feels so warm and lovely.

Wish she could curl up somewhere dark and cozy and warm and snuggle with me …

So that is how I feel. Physically, emotionally, and every which way. Don’t know why; maybe the reason exists in these words; maybe it is just beyond the circumference of my awareness.

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October 26, 2001

*hands you a blankie for your snuggling and hugs you*

I am so happy that I dont live in New York!!! I am such an emotional person just by knowing and seing the tv and all the horrid stuff that has happened in your state I was an emotional mess! If I was actually there… I dont think I would of been able to handle it!!! {{{HUGGS}}}

I want you to send you a (((hug)))

🙂 @–)-)—-

October 26, 2001

I think we are kin in the feeling. In French we say “J’ai la journée plein le corps,” which i don’t think i’m good enough to translate, but it’s a good expression. Enjoy the purple!

hope u can curl up somewhere warm and dark soon..

/me feeds her teddy bear collection through the phone – get enough of them together and they make a lovely dark cosey safe place. Only made better by the addition of one or three german shepherds

Me, kind and thoughtful?!? So the charade is working, huh? (-: No. Seriously. Thanks for the kind words. They help to feed my addiction to this place! (-: Love

I want to curl up somewhere dark and cozy and warm and just snuggle into oblivion. You remind me of something I once wrote. Something like: I’d like to curl up into a ball of critical mass and fission myself away. It was not meant to seriously when I said it though I don’t think. I agree with the noteleaver who is glad not to be so close to NY. Love

Such a sad sad sight that must all be, yet, the camerarderie there too. The love even in the face of such adversity. Hugs you, and you can snuggle up with me anytime you need a hugs C.

PS> Provided my Cat isn’t laready in occupation that is. !! *Winks*