Questions

How
do we do this?
How
do we change the rules to match the facts?
How on Earth
do you live with someone not yours alone (not even yours)?
How in Heaven
do I live with your pain so thinly veiled?

What
will make things best for all of us?
When
will it become unbearable?
Who
will break the silence in our hearts?
Where
will I put this self I now know?

Why
didn’t I know what these stirrings meant before there was a we?
Why
do you need this forever?
Why
was society louder than my soul?
Why
do I have no choice but to hurt the one person whose love for me is so unconditional?

Oh honey Its really not your fault. There is nothing you can do about the way your heart is directing you. You cant make your heart love some one it just does. Some times it hurts someone else. But if you are not complete where you are in the long run.. wont that hurt him even worse? *GREAT BIG HUG*

‘Why was society louder than my soul?’ Hmmm.. aren’t we walking on the same tightrope..

((hugs)) well said.

Hugh hugs, I know where you are coming from, sometimes we conform to society’s and our parent’s values, before we fully understand the range of emotions and needs within us. xoxo

My God,you express yourself so well. Our situations could not be more alike.The longings deep in your soul,the desires,the quandry of being married to a man you love and respect and soooooo do not want to hurt. I think you are braver than I am and I’ll be looking at you for guidance. Be well Dear Woman.

Sigh….. Love is love who knows who we ought to love….our heart tells us…not our heads.

someone once told me “it is better to be loved…than to love” but I would not want to miss the sweet aching pain for ANYTHING in the world…..you’re in my thoughts…as always XXXX

*awe-stricken*

Listening to your heart is hard at times, but not listening to your heart is the same as handing your life away.

This made me really cry.