One day more
My heart seems to sigh for all that I have been and been through. Tomorrow marks the passing of another year, the day “42” is true.
It has been a strange road so far; with twists and turns and narrow escapes; incredible redemption; and new challenges and growing pains and the everlasting wonder of seeing life through renewed vision.
Never dull; ceaselessly changing, through tremendous joy and all-encompassing grief; through reawakened passion and sheer exhaustion (how sweet that can be); through reaching out and being sought. My life has been fuller and far greater than all the wild imaginings of my youth.
For all of this I am deeply grateful.
You know, I feel like nothing I do is good enough or ever will be good enough for anyone. Will it ever happen? Will I ever be? I’m tired of always trying and getting pushed aside. It sucks and hurts like hell.
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You are beautiful by the way. I love you and our little talking sessions 🙂
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