Nowhere
That’s where I feel I am right now.
Not knowing if you will ever feel anything for me or if you could feel anything for me.
Loving my husband as my best friend forever, but not achieving the intellectual and emotional intimacy I want.
Dreaming of being with a woman and not having that happen, and really thinking, what right have I got to even flirt? After all, I’m Sadie Sadie Married Lady, right? So how dare I desire intimate relations with a woman? But I find myself just loving everything about women; their bodies, their voices, their softness, their strength, their mesmerizing power.
*sigh* Enough. More another time.
Oh, wow.. There is nothing wrong with desiring something more or wanting something else. Nothing wrong with that at all. I can’t comment about the actual act of going out and getting what you want or desire, but there’s nothing wrong with wanting at all. *hugs for you*
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I read all your previous entries and just realized the real deal. Gurl, my heart goes out to you. That can’t be easy. You need ((hugs)) and more ((hugs)).
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