Fritzy

My computer is gasping. This means that probably (but not definitely) I will not be online very much for a couple of days. I am thinking that if I turn this machine on it will be to copy scads of stuff onto disks before I investigate the possibility of a new hard drive at the very least. A visit to the Computer Medical Center may be necessary in the very near future.
Here’s a whitter.

Insight

“The end of dreaming is the end of fear.”
“What is temptation
but a wish to make illusions real?”*

I am an illusion of my own making
a figment of a fragmented mind
so if I stop believing in me
in the blankness I will be free
the silence a welcome respite
words cleared
a blank slate

She explored herself into oblivion
all the while her only hope lay
in burning and reincarnation
matter floating pointlessly
into a black hole
even the ink chose to stop flowing
there being nothing more to say

Where does redemption lie
in the course of a river
carrying away the sins and the sinner
toward another plane
oh do spin a prayer wheel
heal them all
south and east and in the next room

She didn’t know and she didn’t know
and I didn’t know a thing
they know too much
I explored and I exploded
make of my shreds some sturdy stuff
from which to build a launching pad
for angels to take flight

*Quotes from Gifts from a Course in Miracles