A fresh start

I downloaded that last entry and all the notes on it.
Thank you for expressing your support.
I like the entry before this one better, so I have taken the previous one out. I really need to keep moving in the direction I’m going in. I can’t let some sick individual make me want to curl up, vanish, or otherwise do anything but be who I am. The good, the bad, the stupid, and the sometimes reasonably intelligent. (Honest, I have my moments.)

Anyway, here is a whitter I whittered sometime yesterday before I was aware of the horrible situation I mentioned in the previous entry. I do need to be more careful in life; but at least who I am is … well, who I am! If I don’t tell all, that will make me a woman of mystery, right? Oh well; what I do tell of myself is true. And that is a good thing; a very, very good thing.

Yes

Do you know who I am
this I promise
simply that you do

What you think of me
if you think of me
I leave to you

There are no words to describe
the immensity of being
whole and open and true

Challenge me
my soul is ascending
the light has touched my darkest inner pools

The dishes must be washed
schedules kept
by the woman I know I am

Warm hug. My heart aches knowing you’re hurting. There are only a few really mean ugly nasty people on the Internet, but they sure do get around a lot. Here’s hoping that you work through the emotions that betrayal has caused and feel much much better soon.

Oh I like this one a lot. Lovely woman that you are. Smiles & Hugs Poet

Huggsssssss. You know, it says wayyy more about that other person, than it does about you. All we have of each other is our perception thru our eyes. You are a wonderfully supportive and compassionately courageous woman. This really has nothing to do with you, and I am glad there is a glimmer of that Knowledge today.

redmoonrising

October 23, 2003

yep you the woman (smiling).

I’m glad you are moving past that quickly. What Mostly Grateful said is true. Unfortunately, my note to you on that entry was taken personally by Gabrielle and she wrote me a scathing email in response. Just want to clarify that it wasn’t about her, but about the dangers of Internet communication generally. That said, her actions illustrate the problem. Hugs,

The Rickster

That is beautiful, every word of it. I am glad you are processing these recent events in a healthy manner, but then, I’m not surprised you would; you’re much more sane and level-headed than you give youself credit for being. 🙂

Ultimatepoem

*a hearty smile*

The woman you are is bright and shining. Hugs ~

You are doing just great. You always do : ) Thanks for sharing another whitter. Hugs

ryn: You are NOT stupid. Tomorrow morning I have an appt but will be home all afternoon. Email me before you call (actually I have unlimited long distance so I don’t mind doing the calling) in case I’m online (only one phone line). Hugs,

Woman of many hats..

I must’ve missed something… or am I just being blonde?

I missed it, too, and am glad you’re doing fine.

I signed out of here for the evening, but I had to come back just for you. 🙂 I’ve been cleaning out my Word dox (I have a habit of leaving a bunch of quotations, links, etc. that I don’t use just dangling in various dox), and I found this one… so similar to the one I left for you earlier this week >>>

>>>Sorrow is tranquility remembered in emotion.~Dorothy Parker, SentimentDirectly below that was this one from one of my favorites…It’s not true that life is one damn thing afteranother. It’s one damn thing over and over.~Edna St. Vincent MillayHappy Friday!

*hugs* (i changed my name, might be getting weary of online diaries)

I missed what happened, so I’ll pop back one entry. Hugs,

I don’t know what happened, but you’ll always have my support! Hugs and smoochies!

noko

October 26, 2003

Like somebody noted above I’m thinking you might not be giving yourself credit for all the wonderous things you are just this very moment. Hey, takes one to know one…

i believe all that you say. i think you are honest and true and i love to read your whitters. and when you share bits of your life, i like that too. *big smiles*

p.s. i missed whatever happened.