Easy

 I did my sporadic demo job today. Traffic was low in my area and most people didn’t want coffee in the afternoon so I didn’t have to do much. There was another person doing demos right near me. She was a girl. She was cute. I got her number. Oh yeah!

Anyway, it was easy, as always. I got some 100 dollar coffee/latte/etc. machine for my demo, since we’re selling them as well as the coffee. So I get to keep it, which is pretty badass. I’m not a big coffee drinker, but I really like free stuff. And so far I have seven full packages of coffee in my cupboards, plus the stuff from my first demo, plus I have another coffee demo tomorrow.

I hate my stupid call center job. That place is a joke. It’s so disorganized, and getting help is a long, drawn-out chore. Sometimes it feels like I could drive to the customer’s house, help them with their order, take a nap, grow a beard, go to Vegas, get, married, and drive back in the time it takes to get ahold of a supervisor. I haven’t been trying really, we’re supposed to push specials and upsells on them but I usually don’t. They’ll notice eventually and fire me, plus I keep calling in because of my weekend job, but they won’t notice for awhile because it’s so busy and they’re that incompetent. It’s such a huge call center, with hundreds of people working at the same time. I refuse to be like them. Some drone who does their job without question, who accepts everything, who gets fat off the free fucking cookies in the break room…there’s nothing wrong with it, but it’s not for me. I feel nothing but apathy and annoyance when it comes to work lately. Nothing can please me. It’s like a band-aid on a gunshot wound. I won’t be happy until I’m famous, it’s as simple as that. Work-wise I haven’t been happy since I left Castle five months ago. Ugh.

Oh man, Scott just called, I’m gonna go over and watch Scott Pilgrim in a few. I never get tired of that movie. I own the Blu-Ray but haven’t seen it on Blu-Ray yet. Excitement.

I hate liking someone. It’s stupid. It’s not what I need. Especially knowing I missed my window, as the girl I liked apparently liked me at one point. I was too focused on my career, moving to go to school. Now I’m focused on her. Thinking that if we started dating, I would move to Portland to be close to her. I spent a year cutting myself off emotionally from every person in my life. It feels like regression to pull away from that, even if it’s normal. She’s my friend’s sister, and her family will be visiting for Christmas, so I’m going to ask her out when she comes over for the Christmas party. If it works, cool. If it doesn’t, whatever, I can let things go. She’s pretty much awesome in every way and is super-dependent, not needing a boyfriend, so…I don’t know. I just know liking someone is pointless unless it’s reciprocated.

And now…random survey I stole from a random someone’s random diary.

 

if a hobo tried to take your wallet what would you do? Tried, or did? If they did, well, I’d get it back. If they were trying to, I would…not let them…take it…

who are you constantly with? Myself. Those I know are around me occasionally at best.

who’s the ugliest person you know? You. Ha, that’s what the last person said. I don’t know, so I’ll leave it.

how much money did you spend today? Six bucks-ish on mayonaise and limes.

what will you be doing tomorrow? Demo work, then cleaning the house frantically, then hosting a Magic event.

what’s something you really want right now? Satisfaction. It ain’t coming.

how do you feel about your hair right now? Needs cut soon. Too long to spike. Want to dye it blue again.

what are you doing besides this? Applying to jobs, posting on my forums, eating some Bob-Omb candy from Dollar Tree because it’s a Bob-Omb and I’ll display it after the candy is gone.

have you ever wasted too much time thinking of a boy/girl? You have no idea.

is your best friend a slut? Don’t have a best friend. The ones closest to that are somewhat manwhore-ish I suppose.

who do you blame for your bad mood today? Today was a good day.

what was the first thing you did this morning? Pressed the snooze button on my phone. Then again. Then again. Then again.

who’s the last person who texted you? My little brother

do you brush your teeth in the shower? No.

has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back? Ugh. So many things.

in the past two weeks have you hugged someone you have/had feelings for? Nope.

what did you wake up to this morning? My Bad Santa alarm clock ringtone.

would you ever wear purple contacts? YES.

if the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? Summer

you have to get a piercing, what do you get? An ear piercing. And then I take it out and never put it b ack in.

when is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? Last night, it was Torrey. as I was leaving after her birthday party hangout thing.

when was the last time you saw someone attractive? Today, Hayley, the demo chick whose number I got. Aww yeah.

what’s the last thing you heard said out loud? Not sure. Some sort of complaining in the other room from the nerds while playing Black Ops online.

who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day? Current romantic interest, so she’d know I think she’s the most awesome person in the world and that I’m not a creeper and that she should totally date me.

how many texts are in your inbox? 125

what was the last kind of sauce you had? Ranch, with fries at 4 Daughters last night

do you like when people play with your hair? Hasn’t happened in a while. I don’t mind it. It’s not colorful anymore.

if you had to dye your hair another color what would it be? Blue again

would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you: Slightly shorter

what is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie? Shitty Dollar Tree candy

what do you wash first in the shower? Hair.

name your last reason for using a camera? Pictures of me playing with my crate of Count Chocula so I could put it on Facebook and treasure it forever

do you regret anything you’ve done recentlly? Yeah, there’s a couple things.

is there anybody you wish you could see? Boh, the chick I like. Duh. And I guess all the people in Michigan I haven’t seen in 2+ years.

do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? I honestly have no idea. It feels like I’ll never be in another relationship to be honest.

what makes you mad about most girls?&nb

sp;They’re not honest with their intentions.

does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes? No, we joke about them

could you go out in public looking like you do now? I did earlier, still in my demo clothes-ish

can you be your complete self around the person you like? Yes, I honestly can, which is something I feel like would repel pretty much any other person romantically

do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? Demo clothes, nerd clothes

is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? Nah.

do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? Just as stupid as everyone else

will you be in a relationship next month? I’m hoping to be.

have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? Hah! No.

is there one person you can always depend on to make you smile? No one in particular

when you walk past a mirror, do you stop and look at yourself? Kinda

when your getting ready for something, do you listen to music? Almost always

is tanning your thing? Nope

do you have any nieces or nephews? One niece. Haven’t met her yet

what color is your home phone? What’s a home phone? Pshh, no one under the age of 60 has those now. The last one was some weird cream color

do you own any skinny jeans? No, I think they look ridiculous 98% of the time

what do you do with clothes you’ve outgrown or don’t want anymore? They stay there, forever left alone in obscurity

are you planning on dressing up for hallowe’en this year? Hah, this question is too late!

has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? No. No one’s really had a chance to. I suppose I kind of ruined one, meh.

when were you on the phone last and with who? Scott, about 20 minutes ago