inspiration for this precious song

 when do i get to be one of those people that everyone supports and believes in?

when do i get to be one of those people who deserves happiness? 

when do i get to be one of those people that no one wants to hurt.

its always my fault. i am a bad person. i make everyone sad and miserable. i am a bad person. i am not worth listening to. i am not worth having any faith in. i am not worth anyone’s time or thought. because i am a bad person.

bad people don’t deserve happiness. only bad people destroy it. i am a bad person.