31w 4d….

 

 Omg really? This means that I only have 59ish days to go. Wow…thats LESS than two months. OMG.

So we did decide on doing the shower, all I requested was diapers…I didnt register for anything. All I need is a sit and stand stroller and a GOOD pump, so if anyone asks I just say gift cards if they really want or ANYTHING they want to bring. Im not going to be picky about it. Just want friends and good food and fun times.

Speakingof which, we had a therappist at my work who was preggo also she was about 5months along and hadnt really told anyone. Well after everyone figured it out she had gone in to have her normal ultrasound done and there had been no development somewhere, it took a few days but the figured out that the brain had stopped developing and that the baby had NO CHANCE of survivial if born. God talk about gulit, I must have cried for days for her. I just couldnt imagine…and I just felt gulity, horrible, just ugh. It was bad.  So they decided that it would be best for her to deliever and then be done. Well I guess where it had to be done they were ten days out, it wasnt something they could do ASAP. So she carried this child one more week before letting go. I get teard up just thinking about it. Im so thankful to have two health boys with another baby on the way, and besided the preggo diabetis I have this time around and this child loving to lay on my spine sending shooting pains into my legs I have a health pregnancy.  Just so many things to be greatful for.

Kyran and Peyton are doing wonderful. They amaze me EVERYDAY. Kyran is going to be 7 here in a few months and Peyton is going on 2. I just cant beleive it. Amazing kids, once I get a website that I want to load pictures up too Ill be sure to add them here.

Donny and I are doing wonderful. We have our tough times but for the most part we are working well together and there isnt a day that I dont love him even more. Hes actually going a year on no ciggs April 16th. I am SO proud of him, after 10 years of smoking like a chimney here he is no ciggs. What an amazing guy. Heehee hes even working on breakfast as we speak. PERFECT.

Well I guess thats all for now. I cant believe how everthing else has gone. I cant complain. Im glad everyone else seems to be doing well too. Miss you!