I have nothing

of substance to talk about.

My life is just that boring. I could talk all day about losing weight but that’s just boring shit.

Most of you are on my facebook so you get my few and far between updates. Really that is all I’ve been up to. I went to see my mom today. She is getting older and I can really see the effects of the subdural hematoma she had a few years ago. She’s unsteady on her feet. She’s looking older than ever. I guess it’s time to come to realty and think about the future. She’s not going to be here forever but some how the last 20 years have just come and gone and here I am now, having lived half of my life already and thinking about how I will handle my mom not being here anymore.

I guess I’ll worry about that when the time comes??? I dunno.

this entry sucks but it’s an entry…right?

ShaunaAunaBauna

May 19, 2012

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I can’t even talk about weightloss. I know what you mean about your mom. Mine is only 60 this year but just getting older, it just shows how fleeting life is. How depressing is that? lol Maybe when you have a kid, it makes you think that way? I dunno but I’ve been thinking that lately. I would say worry when the time comes. You will drive yourself batty otherwise. I’m good at compartmentalizing.

And pushing things to the back of my mind. Probably why I’m fat, yo.

Oh sweetie.. *hugs*

She`s feeling better now, thanks. 🙂 Still a little congested here and there. A runny nose every once in awhile but she is pretty much better. Great idea about getting the phlegm out. I am totally remembering that for future use 🙂

Loser.

June 2, 2012

Aww *hugs*

RYN: Thanks! I’m super excited to see them! I will post asap 🙂 Oh btw, sorry about my drawing. I seriously suck at that game. I’ve played twice and two of the people quit on me, so just warning you 🙂 I don’t think my phone is as sensitive as an iphone. It’s really hard to draw on it.

buttermoon

June 15, 2012

Life can be so sad:(

Damn straight we rule! `:)

RYN: Yeah I read her off an on. I felt the same way about her entry. It didn’t make much sense. But why would her MIL offer the info that she couldn’t watch her that day if she didn’t ask? I don’t freakin know. lol it might be fun to ask haha

RYN: Thank you. I have SO far to go. I wish I could stop being so hungry all the time lol. Any tips? I’ve been thinking of going low carb again. Not because I am desperate like usual but I’ve been reading up on the new studies that it is healthy and helps your liver. If you remember one of my posts, my liver has some issues and i’m not helping it now. So yeah. thinking….

Oh and are all british people ****ing crazy? I have 4 faves from the UK and ONE is normal. ONE!! All the others are whining, pathetic, attention seeking drama queens. FARK!

Oh and I have an odd body shape or something because Old Navy pants look horrible on me but yeah, I think I might be able to fit into some shirts there, so I might look around!

**HUGS***

Ryn: thanks. I love wearing all her cute dresses on her now since she’s walking and won’t get tangled up! Don’t give up. Usually that’s when I throw in the towel but I know you won’t. It was put more eloquently but I read that time will move on anyway so while loss maybe slow, keep going. Yeah makes no sense but don’t quit. You’ve done awesome and I hope to follow your example.

YES! Yes you should! I didn’t want to be a nag or anything 😉 Thanks for your note. So excited for fall! And a pumpkin spiced latte too. Have a recipe from pinterest for home made one!

RYN: Sure thing. 🙂 I think you might have been on it before, but I just went through and deleted about 50 people that weren’t writing anymore or that I didn’t recognize from notes.